Dear Abba,
Your word is littered with the phrase “fear not”. In fact, it is proposed that “fear not” and all its other synonymous phrases are outlined in the Holy scriptures 365 times. That’s one reminder for every day of the calendar year.
But, I’m still afraid. Is it possible that a daily reminder is not enough? Will my heart stop drumming loudly to the rhythm of trepidation if “do not be afraid” makes a few more cameo appearances in the Bible?
I know about fear. A little bit and a lot about fear. You could say I’m well acquainted with fear because it colored my life in all the time I didn’t know what faith was. And even when faith filled my vision, I was still tempted by seductive glances from my old friend, fear.
And again, I’m still afraid. What is “do not be afraid” supposed to do for me when I’m even too scared to let go of fear lest I fall? If fear tethers me to my present reality, how do you expect (365 times) that I just let go and face falling into the unknown?
“Fear not” is a tempting call but I’m afraid I must fear because to fear not is to fall – to fail. Where is the tether to which I must hold to withstand the fall when I lose grip of fear?
But, “do not be afraid” is not a stand-alone command. “Fear not” is not singular in its instruction. For after the demand comes the promise. “Fear not” is backed up with the assurance of fortitude. Should I let go of fear, I can hold on to the promise.
My life is tethered to “fear not…” and its promises.
“…for I am with you.” (Gen 26:24)
“…I will provide for you.” (Gen 50:21)
“…for the Lord your God goes with you; He will never leave you or forsake you.” (Deut 31:6)
“…for I Myself will help you.” (Isa 41:13)
“…I will strengthen you and help you.” (Isa 41:10)
Falling is scary and I admit I am afraid. But I hear Your “fear not” and I am confident because I know that even if I fall I am tethered by Your promises. 24/7/365.
All nouns and pronouns used to refer to my Father, YHWH – who is God of gods and King of Kings – are capitalized for ease of reading and referencing.
I am a believer in the creation and design of an extremely intricate and complex universe. I believe that the intelligent lifeform to whom the wondrous work of the universe is attributed is YHWH, who I have seen through His Son Jesus Christ. I believe in the Lordship of YHWH who is Father, Son, and Spirit. I believe Jesus is the ONLY way to the Father (and Heaven). I believe in the efficacy of the Holy Bible.
At the time of writing this, I have been with Christ for five years. He has marked my life and He is written all over me. My thoughts and expressions are influenced by my beliefs and choices.